On the Safest Ledge

Don't look ahead, just run to me. Each step we'll find the next one recklessly.
Words God says to me in such such a clever way only he can conjure up....but could I be happy to fall like a stone if i'd land right there in his arms?


I wish I could call. I don't know if I can help but I hate not finding out. Am I selfish or on the receiving end of such?

I watched The Lion King today for the first time in I dont know how many years...It was nice. I'll always welcome a little nostalgia with open arms. It was great to revisit childhood memories, tears, fears and scars. ha

p.s.
I can add spending money to my growing list of "things I drastially need to fix about myself"


It's fine.

creeper

Sometimes walking on glass. or maybe stones. With a chill in my bones.
Sometimes Just waiting for the day the respective foot goes in my mouth.
(you know the feeling; "if they make large concave stamps about forehead size that read "ASS" please direct me to the online store...Ive got some extra cash on my paypal.")
Somedays want to take back whats been said. Thats when my guard creeps back up.

Air.

I'm having a really hard time keeping up with this damn blog.
Maybe it has something to do with the fact that every time I try to log in my password and or username seems to have changed. Maybe -since I have 7543759435 different accounts on 5634 different websites- should write these things down so I don’t forget....

I was planning on writing something every day while on tour...ooooppss..
Now I'm back. A little more cynical and frustrated. A little thinner. Its always a bit discouraging but something keeps us all going. You the feeling of not quite getting enough air? A little uneasy and uncomfortable? When I'm home I feel like I'm locked inside a room while the air is slowly being vacumed out. Just slow enough for me be be driven uneasy to the point of insanity. I'd really like to get my side project up and running again. When I’m playing that stuff I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my chest, I can take a deep breath of fresh air and just enjoy being. I'd really like for it to be more than just a side project. I'm waiting for that day.
In the mean time...we're about to put out our new cd on the 15th. Our last one was good...for what it was...but moving on has been long overdue. We are all especially proud of this album. I believe in what’s being said. Every word and every note. I can only hope people care enough to listen this time around. Maybe then, through this , I’ll finally be able to take a deep breath and feel my world relax.

time will tell.

Scrappy

The average man....guy....male in our society today is bored. Confined to a life he was taught..no...tamed to live. I find myself wanting to pick fights. Rock the boat. Poke the bear. I have bad habits I can't quit. Do I even want to?
Lets deney ourselves passion, danger, lust, love, pleasure, discomfort, pain and adventure. Light the fuse and wait for the spark to hit the powder.

-Mr. Hyde

Every day

I could see myself living in the ocean with nothing new to say
I've got a grievance with devotion no matter where I sleep
I could see myself happy in my old age with no one around to save
and no one above my grave
Every day I spin the globe and think of life somewhere else
This is a necessary evil that I found in myself
I could see myself cursing at the ocean with nothing new to say
I've got a grievance with commotion no matter how loud i scream
I could see myself happy in my old age with no one around to save
There's no one above my grave
Every day I spin the globe and think of life somewhere else
This is a necessary evil that I found in myself
The sound of school bells ringing makes its way into my head
Even when I find a place that suits me fine
Every day I spin the globe and think of life somewhere else
This is a necessary evil that I found in myself